So it is official, I SUCK! I have totally crashed and burned and the wagon is long gone!!!!
I don't know why but it seems every time I try to really commit to weight loss, I almost immediately quit or self sabotage. I guess it feels like "why even bother the road is so long." I think I also have this fear of people noticing me. I don't know who to respond to the "you look good" kinds of comments.
My mom has diabetes, high blood pressure and was admitted into this hospital this week because she may have had a very small stroke. She is 55.
This scares me because I know that I am so much like her. Kind of scary to have a preview of me 20 or so yrs from now.
I know it is time for me to get back into the walking game. I have been really under-motivated to get my steps in. But spring is here and I really need to get in better health.
Picture: Horsetooth Rock at sunrise (moonset) a few mornings ago. A few years ago my daughter's and I took a hike up there and it was really hard. I would like to try to tackle that hike again and have it be really easy!
